April 9th-Crushed into a million pieces

April 9, 2008 - Wednesday
Crushed into a million pieces Current mood: worried
A GREAT day turned CRAPPY! So Vin and i went in to see Owen this morning and rbing some more "liquid gold" and vin was being a turd so i asked owens nurse if she wanted a 2 yr old and she said "no you can keep him and you get one more today. Owen is going home TODAY!" i was ecstatic! i hung out for a bit to get osme info and they said theyd do his circumcision and then ahve to watch it for a few hrs to make sure there was not an excessive amount of bleeding and he had to pass the car seat test. so we left and i was nervouse about the carseat test, but i called sean at his work and told him he needed to get off work early cuz WE ARE GOING HOME TODAY! We were both SOO excited.
he got down here a few hrs later and owen had already passed his car seat test with flying colors and had his circ so they sent us for his multivitamins and iron drops and then we left to go pack up our room and after what seemed like forever and they said his circ was bleeding still a lil more than they like to see so they were going to watch it some more. later they did a shift change and we left to go get something to eat while they were watching it still. we came back and the guy nurse said he saw his stats do something weird on the monitors and that he desated to the 80’s and that he coudnt see owen going home with this concern so he had talked to the dr and they decided to come tell us that we cant take our baby home anymore. so the excitement we had all day and the plans of being home FINALLY just got crushed. i tried to be strong but i was to hard. they said to coem back tomorow and find out wha tthe drs in the morning think. so as of now things are up in the air and who knows when we will be going home. it could still be tomorow as planned or in a few days ora few weeks or next month. who knows...
needless to say we had both cars packed and turned in our keys to our room at the fisher house by the time we got our hearts crushed into a million pieces it was past 9pm so there was noone in the office at the fisher house to get us our keys back so a gaurd came and ulocked our door for us and we will get keys back tomorow. i dont know how much sleep ill get tonight as i still cant beleive this. its like our world got turned upside down AGAIN! i hate this!!!